My journey from chronic illness to healer: why astrology and energy work alone didn’t create change, and how adding somatics transformed every
The journey started for me many years ago, just before I turned 30, when I went into my Saturn return and started to become chronically sick.
I went to multiple doctors over the course of a couple of years with essentially no real information or answers. No one could tell me what was wrong. No one could fix it.
And so I was forced down a different path, the holistic healthcare path. The path where you have to become your own healer because no one else has the map.
On that path, I discovered astrology and energy. And my life began to shift.
I read *The Divine Matrix by Gregg Braden and began to really understand that what we think and what we feel essentially affects our reality.
After I was able to digest that concept in my life, I started to simply become aware of it. And over time, I started being put in front of different teachers and modalities that helped me along my way. Maybe it was a course on manifestation through To Be Magnetic. Maybe it was a series on Gaia. There were multiple years of me building on these concepts and practices.
And shifts were starting to take place.
But I needed to go deeper.
The Missing Piece: The Body
What I came to know over the years is that there was a body component to the work that I was missing.
I was doing all of the things… the astrology, the energy work, the mindset practices… And things were shifting. But certain patterns were still showing up in my life.
I needed to go deeper into my subconscious programming and really unlock why those patterns were still there.
And it was at that point that the somatics got woven into the astrology, which got woven into the subconscious repatterning.
I worked with a very small handful of amazing intuitives and coaches who helped me along my path. It was a very layered process. And I put together my coaching process based on my experience with all of the teachers that I’ve worked with.
I started to use it on myself. I started to develop these practices on my own.
And the more I learned about the somatics specifically, the more I understood: this all goes together beautifully.
What Shifted Before I Even Had the Words for It
Long before I had this all conceptualized, my life was shifting and changing.
I was creating more wealth in my life. I was creating more ease. I had met my partner.
Not to say that my life still didn’t have challenges, because it absolutely did. But my perspective on them changed. And my resourcing around experiencing challenges changed.
I wasn’t collapsing anymore. I wasn’t spiraling. I was moving through things differently.
But I still didn’t fully understand how it was all working.
The Moment Everything Clicked
It wasn’t until I went to a Dr. Joe Dispenza retreat and meditated for several hours a day for a week straight that I started to have profound experiences.
I started meeting beings that I can’t explain in my meditations. I received information that showed me how to collapse old traumatic memories and timelines, and shift the perspective on them in order to shift my present day energy and release the old trauma from my body.
And it was during that full spectrum of experience that I was able to conceptualize the process.
The healing work I was doing was on myself. I was going back in time. When it comes to energy, there is truly no such thing as time.
I was visiting my younger self during times of trauma. I was comforting this person, this version of me. And I was reframing the memory to reprogram the subconscious thoughts that were keeping me stuck.
This is going back in time and collapsing time and creating a different version of what I thought happened.
Not spiritual bypassing. Not ignoring what actually happened.
But coming at it from a new perspective. From a different perspective. From a higher perspective.
And it’s still true. The experience is still true. It’s just a reframing of the experience.
Why Reframing Isn’t “Just Mindset”
When you experience something when you’re 18, or younger, or even in your 20s, you’re going to have a perception of it that is going to be very different than when you’re older and when you’ve had time to understand life a little bit more.
And that’s just the point.
It’s reframing and relayering everything on the somatic level, on the soul level, on the energetic level, toward your current state of consciousness.
Because here’s what I’ve learned: you can’t just think your way into a new timeline.
You have to feel it. You have to resource it in your body. You have to let your nervous system know that it’s safe to let go of the old story.
That’s why astrology alone doesn’t create the shift. It gives you the map. It shows you the patterning. But the body holds it.
And until you bring the body into the work, the pattern will keep repeating.
What This Work Actually Is
Part of being human, especially in this day and age, is to avoid feeling things.
We don’t have time to feel. We have to work. We have to make money. Our lunch break is about to end. Our kids need to be fed and put to bed.
There’s just this rush through life.
And my work brings you home to your body and brings you home to your soul.
You will take the time to listen to your body. You will take the time to feel things that maybe you didn’t have time to feel before. You will process them.
And ultimately integrate them into your new heightened and higher state of consciousness, thereby allowing all of the energy that you’re putting out into the world to match with that which you desire.
Once you can integrate and create coherence with all of the energetics within your body — your thoughts, your feelings, your emotions, your heart and your brain — you will then begin to see the changes. (This is 100% science-based).
How I Work With People Now
I only work with a small number of people at a time.
Because this work requires depth. It requires presence. It requires me to hold space for someone as they go back and meet the parts of themselves that have been waiting to be seen.
I use one-on-one coaching and astrology together. I offer one-on-one astrology readings. I also offer affordable recorded astrology readings for people who want to begin this work at their own pace.
And for those who are ready to go all the way in, I offer a one-month intensive or a three-month VIP container where we work together to decode the subconscious patterns running in the background, support your nervous system in coming back into regulation, and apply grounded, repeatable energy work so you can align with the timeline and reality you’re intentionally creating.
This is not quick-fix work. This is not surface-level work.
This is the work of going back in time, holding yourself, and bringing yourself forward.
If This Is Resonating
If you’re ready to explore working together, check out my offerings or book a discovery call to chat with me.
This work is about integration, not urgency.
So take your time. Feel into what’s true. And trust that if this is for you, you’ll know.
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